29.2.12

This Roof

Under this roof, our hearts are pure; we don’t cloak for show,
We don’t tell: farce knows its place. We love; we are free.
You aren’t disremembered; we aren’t someone else’s fairytale,
We materialize with no precondition.
We’re unburdened with secrets, because those out the windows:
They are distant: they don’t exist.

We saunter over the oceans, proud.
Seasons don’t shake us; you slumber through them, in my solid arms.
The streetwalkers and flagrant prevaricators flourish in their habitats.
Let them persist there, and know their place.

You’ll never know: how the tides beckoned me,
Surging me to a frontier where darkness found a friend,
And I swam forever to see no horizon.
I couldn’t hear through the cumulating storm
And for a split second, your face disintegrated in the thickening fog.
I faltered in the soundless seas, open for poaching.

You’ll never savour: the acute stinging in my heart, till it burned.
Attesting to my own renouncement, where my tongue was severed,
And my standing flustered by another’s shame.
The anchor that held my ground disengaged,
And my weary hands, spent from abounding burdens:
They almost lost their hold on you in our quavering home.

But now we look on, proud.
Under this roof, our past has concluded its chapter; we are free.
As long as the streetwalkers and flagrant prevaricators remain in their place,
We persist now, on a road that’ll lead us far from here.

14.10.11

You

You’re like a mobile Dejavu
Ambling in and out of my dreams the manner I window-shop
Drifting through my apartment,
Like a wandering ghost-
With its feet neither in this world nor the next
But as sedentary as my paintings on the wall.

Your angels are just as migratory.
Rootless, transitory and fickle as the men in my life,
Promising when they laid their itinerant hands in mine,
Nurturing as they led me down that yellow brick road
And quick to follow the tail of an unclaimed kite

I stood unswerving to a barrage
That lowers itself then ascends as it pleases
I mounted my heart on my sleeve,
Lay quivering as seasons shook me
And the changing tides quavered my home.

Everyone has something to say these days
Their truth is my farce, their convictions biased
Every man Jack should defend their duplicity
And every whore would secure their plunders
As close to their scissoring thighs

Weren’t your prophets the ones who claimed
That you will stand with the righteous?
Upright has been mistaken for black and white
And you should know that my greys are the best I can muster.
Kindness shall not bondage me
Especially when it changes its mind

23.9.11

Forgive me Hera I cannot stay
He cut out my tongue, there is nothing to save
Love me oh Lord, he threw me away
He laughed at my sins, in his arms I must stay

26.7.11

There are only 2 green bottles standing on the wall

A girl toddles into a candy store and selected the wrong lolly
As she sucked and took pleasure in her new-found folly
It wasn’t reserved for this little dear
She finally interpreted the label and found its ingredients
Like a Pandora’s box, the revelation grew within her
And little did she know
That it doesn't concern her but it wouldn't show
She should leave the adults to settle the matter of the day
And run to the playground to play